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I’ve not just suddenly chosen to become a homosexual and I’ve not been influenced by people around me, I’ve always known.
I made a promise to myself when I was 17 to never tell anyone—well I guess I’ve just broken that promise, but I can’t cope with being alone any longer.
I’ll never be able to kiss them better or tuck them into bed.
This is not a phase that I’ll grow out of, and it’s not some fashion that I’m going through.
A love so strong, but I’ve been afraid of putting it to the test all these years.
I’ve hidden a secret from you both for a very long time, a secret so enormous that I’ve not been able to share it with you for fear of it changing our closeness.
However, I’ve come to realize that I can no longer hide from you because I’m only deceiving you and myself, and there should be no need for me to go this secret alone.
I have spent the last few years agonizing over this, totally alone, I’ve tried all sorts to bury it – thrown myself into as much sports as possible, learnt various instruments, composed pieces, written poetry and just recently thrown myself into Bible study, but I’m tired.I guess I hoped that if I just held out long enough, prayed hard enough, and was a good enough Christian then it would just go away and I could be ‘normal’.